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Let me rephrase that, nothing has been going right for me for a while now. I currently have the f
lu, and prior to coming down with that, I got the stomach flu the day after Christmas. It hurts to talk because my throat feels like it’s on fire. Every 30 seconds I have to cough and it feels as if my throat is ripping apart or something. I’m trying to work on a new blog that I’m planning on launching in the near future, but, I can’t find the right theme, and earlier today I thought I had found the perfect one, but, when I uploaded my own personalized logo for the header image, it left a bit of text at the top stating “Just another wordpress weblog” and I don’t know how to get rid of that. I went to the theme creators website and was going to leave a comment, but there’s something wrong with his/her comment form and it tells me that my email isn’t a valid email (Tell Google that). So, that post pones me working on that site. I haven’t had but a few people actually participate in my contest (I expected atleast 10 people by now, I’m up to 4 I think). Turns out I failed all but one of my classes. I have $0.58 in my bank account. I spent $5.50 via paypal, and I’m not sure what for. I still have yet to receive my check in the mail. I think my girlfriend hates me. I’ve taught myself all of “Cowboys From Hell” by Pantera in just a day, but, my fingers won’t play the main riff. I’m overly fatigued from my illness. I haven’t written a poem or a song in I don’t know how long (Writers block). I haven’t escaped reality in almost a week. My shitty wireless connection goes out whenever I answer the phone, there’s a storm, and also at random times. The phone just rang, and there went my connection. (Ironic isn’t it?)It always happens at the worst times. I’m bitching about everything and I can’t seem to stop. Nobody buys poetry from me, and I don’t blame them. Worst of all, it seems that lately, everything I do winds up being for nothing. Everything I put any effort into turns out to be pointless. This post, this blog, my life…. Any words of encouragement?
P.S. Based on the way things have gone lately, I already expect any and all comments to be the opposite of “Words of Encouragement” instead, I expect a bunch of comments telling me to suck it up and deal with it. Oh well, let’s see if I’m right.
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8 Responses for "Nothing Is Going Right Today"
wow! great ranting! I mean great because u have it all out. Wish can have it out too at times—in detail. Anwyway, all these low feelings shall pass. New year is up ahead and am sure things will turn out great for you.
You think ur gf hates ya? Well, that’s just what you think. At times, when one thing turns bad it seems it affects everything that’s going on around in our life that we could screammmm LIFEEE SUCKSSSSSSS but really, if we just have to think positive all these shall pass. :)
Happy New Year!
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hi, I have been in your shoes before well really I don’t think I ever get out the never ending cycle of bad things. The only way I get through it is wake up each day. I know it sound kind of simplistic but waking up is a good thing. I do hope things get better for as the New Year is coming and maybe you should think of something that makes you happy and do it.
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Lol, glad you liked my rant. I left out the normal “Forgive me for ranting” part. You’re right, everything will get better, eventually. It’s just that everything keeps compiling on top of everything else. It gets to be a bit overwhelming.
Yeah, this never ending cycle of bad things always trips me up…. Glad to know I’m not the only person who has to deal with it. I forget that at times….
Whew!! That is quite a bit on your mind! I don’t know why your poetry is not selling…maybe not a big seller to begin with. I know the things you write are beautifully written! Your blog looks sooooo well done, I hope you realize what a good job you did with it. The illness will pass, you will fell better (body and soul), and maybe a better girlfriend will come along. Hang in there!!
Thanks for the comment Daisy, the poetry wasn’t ever really a big seller. (I think I chose to wrong thing to sell!) It really makes me feel good to hear someone else say the things I write are good. I’m glad you think so. It amazes me that you say my blog looks “Soooo well done”. Thanks for that. As for the girl friend, the new year has come, and things have started improving. We both made some new years resolutions to each other, so, hopefully it just gets better. Thanks for taking the time to comment. :)
Oh Ethan, suck it up and deal with it!
Kidding… I’m sorry things have been so shitty. I understand how that goes. I’ve got the never ending cycle of bullshit too. I’m just trying to stay positive and make 2008 the best year it can be with the limited resources I have. Somehow shit always winds up working out somehow. It just sucks in the meantime. I hope things start to get better.
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Oh, I’m so sorry you feel/felt that way – we all do from time to time – some more than others. But, reading your most recent post, you don’t seem that bad anymore and I’m glad.
take care…
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